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〔英文文字稿出处〕http://downthecrookedpath-meditation-gurus.blogspot.com/2011/12/confessions-of-kalu-rinpoche_04.html

〔译者前言〕这是我藉助翻译软体翻的，或许不完全精准，敬请高手不吝指正。年轻二世卡卢的自白，掀出藏传佛教不为人知的真实秘密：喇嘛们性侵成癖，以及藏传佛教喇嘛们的本质是政客、不是修行人。就像夏玛巴 (Sharmapa) 揭露尼达尔 (Ole Nydahl) 性交修行一样，小卡卢勇于自爆家丑、现身说法，直指藏密的黑暗本质。这能否促使更多藏密喇嘛幡然自省、勇于改革？值得关注。

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「我9岁的时候，父亲去世了；我的生活非常艰困。大家都认为说卡卢仁波切过着非常舒适的生活。人们都这么想，因为上一任卡卢仁波切很受人们欢迎。至于我，我父亲去世了，我被送到另一个寺院，大约12、13岁的时候，我被其他的喇嘛性侵。所以对我来说，我不相信喇嘛们。我15岁的时候，我离开了我的根本上师去潜修3年。我潜修的那3年当中，没有人在乎我，没有人知道我在哪裡。潜修3年后，所有的人一下子对我感兴趣，因为他们认为我有显赫的资格以及我能记得我的过去世；然而事实并不是那么一回事。有些人说我被寺院逐出，不是的，我的意思是我潜修了3年。我潜修了 3年，很多人开始造谣，说我踢开我的母亲、我的家人、以及自己的老师。其实，并不是那样的。我的老师想杀我，我说的是事实。那时的我非常传统，是一个很传统的佛教行者（老衲按：二世卡卢从小活在喇嘛教的思想裡，还不知道真正的佛教行者，所以误以为修学藏密邪法就是正统佛法！）。

他們企图杀掉我，因为我不肯做他们想要我做的事。当时我是一个很传统的人，他试图用刀子和其他凶器杀我，当时我非常惊吓。后来他走掉了，因为他意识到自己这样是不对的，所以他走开了。

我从来没有踢开任何人。有2年半的时间，我与家人有着误解；而最近，大约6个月前，我和我的家庭重新联繫，一切都很好。我18歲时，一切的大问题发生在我身上，有一位经理人(manager) 试图杀掉我以及一切；那跟金钱、权力、控制有关，因为如果你可以控制龙头，你就可以得到想要的一切。事情就是那样。然后，你知道，因为这一切的误解，我混乱了，我变成一个吸毒者。我成了一个酒鬼，我成了一名吸毒者。我做了很多疯狂的事情，但不是坏事。　（老衲按：自称「藏传佛教」的喇嘛教，自古以来就喜欢搞「灵童转世」的把戏，目的是要从小去控制他们，然后听这些老喇嘛的话，把可怜的小孩子装扮成一个转世活佛，大肆广告后，向信徒们洗脑成功，自然财源滚滚而来。这些被控制的小孩子，就像那些被黑道拐来的小孩一样，把他们脚筋挑断、弄瞎双眼，被强迫在街头当乞丐，身上破烂在地上爬行引起路人同情，乞讨容易。而喇嘛教所创造出来的「转世灵童」，统统都是假活佛、假转世，目的只是要藉由宗教信仰的方式，以造神运动的洗脑手段，来获取世人因崇拜心理，源源不绝的金钱贡献而已。可怜的小喇嘛、小活佛，不过是一种另类的小乞丐，是「藏传佛教」摇钱树！）

后来我问我的根本上师，我的生命到底是怎么一回事，因为我所看到的这些佛教徒都不是佛教徒─他们看起来像佛教徒，说起话来像佛教徒，行为像佛教徒─我因此感到很困惑。(老衲按:因为藏传佛教不是正统佛教，其所有修行方法以及男女双修的教义，统统都违背佛陀教诲以及如来圣典的缘故，所以喇嘛所表现出来的行为都不是真正的佛教修行人，而且行为都很变态，尤其喜欢性侵女人，连女童、男童都不放过！）

他说：「你有能力改变你组织里的传承结构。」所以，这就是我正尝试着做的，我试图建立一个派别(school)，为可怜的人们重建组织。因为对我来说，佛教及它所有的宗教组织、精神组织，都是为了保护社会、保护环境、保护我们的自我；以及教人们远离弱点，认识真正的真谛。我要做一切对社会最好的事，因此我计划重建宗派和我的生活，而这并不容易。

有很多人不喜欢我，也有很多人喜欢我；不管人们喜欢或不喜欢我，都不能改变我是我。所以，我会尽一切所能，尽我的责任。但结构需要改变，而佛法也必须进入我们的生活。但这并不是说你必须远离家人。如果你连自己的家人都不能帮助他们，就不要想着有情众生。所以，首先，负责是非常重要的。你知道，我不希望佛教涉入交易、政治。不。我希望佛教能给社会美好的印象，了解社会。这是我的观点，并且我希望为我的计画、宗派尽最大的力量，为社会做出最好的事。而我只是一个普通人，即使你和我共住1000年，我仍然会告诉你我只是人。

没有人是完美的。不论如何，每个人都要好好照顾自己，我现在活得很快乐。我不会改变我的方式，也不会改变我自己。我很高兴我是我，最终我现在可以当我自己。所以我希望大家不要陷入迷惑，不要陷入迷惑，好吗？如果你想成为一个佛教徒，你需要的是一个在精神上有生活经验的人，就如同我曾经多次告诉你们的那样。很抱歉有这么多的车子噪音，因为我现在人在外头。好好照顾自己。我很爱你们。我很快乐。请不用担心。」

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Confessions of Kalu Rinpoche

"When I was 9 my father passed away and I had a very difficult life you know. People thinks that Kalu Rinpoche always lived in a very comfortable life. That's what all people been thinking of because the previous Kalu Rinpoche was popular. For me, my father past away, I was transported to different Monastery and when I was like 12 and 13, I've been sexually abused by other monks. So for me I don't believe in monks so much you know, so you know and when I was 15 I did 3 years retreat from the guidance of my Root Guru you know and then like and I did 3 years retreat and no body cares about me so much you know. Nobody knows where I am, how I am you know and after 3 years retreat, all the people are interested because you know they kind of think that I have this great qualification and something which I can remember about my past life and it's nothing like that. And then some people just said I kick out from I, when I came out from my Monastery. no I mean when I came out from the 3 year retreat I mean. When I came out from 3 years retreat and many people were making roomer's and saying that I kicked out my mother, my family and you know, I kicked out my own teacher. Actually, it's nothing like that. My own Tutor, he tried to kill me, that's the truth. and I was at that time, I was really traditional. Very good traditional Buddhist practitioner. They tried to kill me because you know, I am not doing what they want me to do. You know it's that time I was really really good you know. A traditional person you know and then he tried to kill me with the knife and everything, and it was a shocking moment for me. And after that he left because when he realized about his own mistake how can he still live with me. So he left.

I never kicked out anybody. I had a family misunderstanding for 2 years and a half, and recently like 6 months ago, I had a family reconnection and everything is good and after that you know well when I was 18 I had all these big problems you know, then one manager tried to kill me and everything. It's all about money, power, controlling because if you can control the president, you can get what you want. That's the way it is and you know and then I became a drug addict because of all this misunderstanding and you know I went crazy. I became an alcoholic, I became a drug addict. I did lots of crazy things but not the bad things and then after that I asked my root Guru you know what is going on with my life I don't know because I see all these Buddhist people who are not Buddhist. They look like a Buddhist and they sound like a Buddhist and they act like a Buddhist and I am so confused. He said, "Rinpoche you have the capacity to change the structure in your own lineage in your Buddhist organization". So that's why I'm trying to do, trying to build a school and to build my own structure for the poor people because for me the Buddhism and all this religious organization, spiritual organization it's all about how to protect the society, how to protect the environment, how to protect our self. How to be afar from the weakness, how to understand the true meaning of point. And so you know I will do whatever is best for society so that's why I plan to build a school and my life it's not easy.

There's lots of people who doesn't like me and there's lots of people who likes me. Whether you like it or not of who I am it doesn't change in the person who I am. So I will do everything I can I'm my responsibility's but the structure needs to be changed and the Buddhas teachings has to get involved in our personal life. It doesn't mean that you have to get away from your family. Stop thinking about sentient being if you can't help your own family. So first to be responsible is really important. You know I don't want Buddhism to get involved in business politics. No, I want Buddhism to bring a beautiful image to society and to understand society. That my point of view and wish me the best for my project, for my school which I can do the best for the society. And I'm just a normal human being even you live with me like 1,000 years I will still tell you, I'm just a human being. I always will be and no one is perfect, everyone is perfect. Anyways all of you people take care, and I'm happy with my life. I'm not going to change the way I am and I'm not going to change who I am. I'm happy I am and at the end I can be myself now. So I wish for all of you, don't fall into confusion, don't fall into confusion about this O.K. If you want to be a Buddhist all you need is the one person who has a spiritual understanding life experience as I've told you many times. I'm so sorry for the cars running here there because I'm outside. Take care. I love you very much and I'm happy don't worry.''

文章来源：归燕心：谭崔秘境
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